when hayao miyazaki said that true love was two people inspiring each other to live…recognizing just how hard living is, putting one foot in front of the other every day, how easy it is to lose our passion for it…… that’s the real shit
“It is said that the true test of the perfect waltz is for it to be so swift, so delicate, and so smooth that the candle flame will not be extinguished in the hand of the lead dancer. Now that requires the perfect partner.”
CRIMSON PEAK (2015) dir. Guillermo del Toro
the concept of growing into love is so much more intriguing than falling in love. it’s like, on all our good days and bad days, I will choose to love you, I will learn with you, I will live my life with you and we will grow into and with each other through the passage of time
And so it has ended. Thank you fruits basket reboot for allowing me to experience this series again. πΈπ
Music in Film: About Time (2013) dir. Richard Curtis
Soundtrack, including music by Nick Laird-Clowes
being 25 is like: im dying. im living my best life. im a failure. my life hasnt started. everything interesting has already happened to me. im achieving my dreams. im cutting my hair with kitchen scissors. im starting a skincare routine. im a corporate professional. im a sellout. im out of groceries. i have too many groceries. i am never going to be successful. i am going to win a hugo award before im 30. im crazy. im boring. i need to finish this essay. i need to finish this story. i need to start a newsletter. i need to start tweeting more. i need to stop tweeting. i need to ghost all my friends. i need to tell my friends i love them. i need to find a new apartment. i need to take out the trash. i am the trash that needs to be taken out.



